Sunday night - probably the most depressing evening of the week and doubly so for me tonight because today heralded the end of Wilf and I's relationship. Perhaps it wasn't such a good idea to get back together, we rather drifted into it I think, based on mutual loneliness. He suggested this morning that he wanted to rent out his flat and do voluntary work overseas, I thought that a good idea but when he didn't have a carefully worked out plan to show me I had serious misgivings. He also wished to live with me whilst between assignments, which I'm not altogether happy with.
It led to an inevitable row which, punctuated with a neighbour's annoying base boost music, made it a very miserable time indeed. I accused him of being directionless, lazy and inept, he countered that with the fact that I was 'frigid, stuck up and tedious.' Word such as these are difficult to retract and we ended up parting for good.
I have tried to cheer myself up tonight by measuring some clothes ready for re-sale; I'm also looking at the Roger's Relics website and have been rather tempted by their 'Scott and Charlene' wedding video - now that's a blast from the past
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